Outside my box

Trade your shoes to walk barefooted...
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Since my last post, I’ve been through a series of life changing moments.
What doesn’t change is the fact how I am always doubting myself. How I will never be enough.
No one asks if I’m okay.
I’ve had one too many thoughts thinking how if this cycle of life ends for me, how much of a sweet release it would be for me emotionally.

It’s a mental torture having to go through all these when no one is really there to really understand what really goes on. Fighting my inner demons hasn’t been a fufilling victory.

Since my last post, I’ve been through a series of life changing moments.
What doesn’t change is the fact how I am always doubting myself. How I will never be enough.
No one asks if I’m okay.
I’ve had one too many thoughts thinking how if this cycle of life ends for me, how much of a sweet release it would be for me emotionally.

It’s a mental torture having to go through all these when no one is really there to really understand what really goes on. Fighting my inner demons hasn’t been a fufilling victory.

That feeling where you feel so alone and broken..
You have no family to turn to.
Friends can only be there to lend you an ear. Not all will understand.

Broken.

aryaneej:

2018 is definitely not a good year for me.

Heart broken yet again

Heart broken yet again

Who cares about how I feel anyway

I sometimes miss being pampered and romantically surprised..

I miss romantic gestures..